The ground of the tonglen practice is to develop your heart. The essence
of the practice is to develop and ripen a sense of sympathy for yourself
and for others. The practice of tonglen begins with your aspiration
to help others, and the way to help others is to develop sympathy and friendship
for yourself and then to extend that out. If you have sympathy for
your own confusion and the bravery and willingness to relate with your own
confusion directly then you can extend that out to relate directly and gently
with the confusion of other people.
There is one thing about tonglen practice that you might find particularly
penetrating and useful in your practice and development. Those things
that you consider to be your greatest obstacles – your rage, for instance,
or your extreme poverty, or your jealousy which eats you up – are actually
your link with understanding the confusion of other people. In shamatha
practice, you work with these things by training yourself not to dwell on
them but to see them with tremendous precision and realism. In the
tonglen practice, you continue with that same kind of honesty but with an
emphasis largely on the heart. It’s a heart matter, not a head matter,
when you do tonglen. So you should remember your aspiration to help
However, when you start working with tonglen practice, you shouldn’t feel
that you are there already. You desire to develop your heart and your
ability to genuinely care for other people, but you don’t sit down to do
tonglen and have that already be the case. Quite the opposite.
There is the path quality of this practice.
My own experience with tonglen has been that, if you do the practice very
literally and according to the instructions, the practice itself develops
your heart. You start out being able to care for those you love.
You work with that; and, in the process, you begin to develop sympathy for
your own confusion as well as for the confusion of the people that you don’t
like. And that extends out more and more and more. So it is a
practice that actually develops bodhicitta, the genuine heart of sadness.
A necessary prerequisite is the aspiration to do so and the willingness to
work with the technique to the best of your ability. Then the process
will take care of itself. Another necessary prerequisite, which fortunately
we all have, is basic goodness. So you need to get in touch with that
and dissolve any obstacles to that. This is the way to develop your
heart which is the ground of tonglen.
Tonglen practice has three stages. The first stage is traditionally
referred to as “flashing openness.” This flash of openness is done
very quickly. One experience that everyone has had of this is when
you’re practicing in the shrine room with the fan going, and then suddenly
someone turns the fan off. There is some sort of natural flash of silence
and space. [Trungpa called this the “gap.”] It is a very simple thing.
The next stage is working with textures: breathing in black, heavy and hot;
breathing out white, light and cool. The idea is that you are always
breathing in the same thing which is fixation. Fixation is the tendency
to hold on with a vengence to yourself: to “ME,” capital M, capital
You may have noticed that – when you get very angry or very poverty stricken
or very jealous – you experience that fixation as black, hot, solid and heavy.
That is actually the texture of neurosis, the texture of fixation.
You may have also noticed times when you are all caught up in yourself, and
then some sort of contrast or gap occurs. It’s very spacious.
It’s the experience of mind that is not fixated on phenomena: it’s the experience
of openness. The quality or texture of that openness is generally experienced
as very light, white, fresh, clear and cool. Those are the qualities
So the second stage is simply working with those textures. You breathe
in black, heavy and hot through all the pores of your body, and you radiate
out white, light and cool. There is a sense of it coming in through
all the pores of your body and radiating out in three hundred and sixty degrees.
So you work with the texture until you feel that it’s synchronized, until
it is clear that black is coming in and white is going out on the medium
of the breath: in and out, in and out.
In the third stage you work with suffering. This part of the practice
should be very, very real. It should be totally untheoretical.
It should be heartfelt; it should be tangible and honest and true to you
The third stage is actually in two parts. You might want to think of
these as 3A and 3B. In 3A, you are working with specific suffering,
specific pain. And it is a very personal
sense of pain or suffering,
yours or someone else’s. In 3B, you are extending that sense of suffering
out to include all beings. So you need to work with both of those situations.
If you just had the idea of extending out to all beings, the practice would
be very theoretical. It would never actually touch your heart.
On the other hand, if you just had the sense of working with your own or
someone else’s fixation, it would lack vision. It would be too narrow.
Working with both of those situations together makes the practice very real
and heartfelt. At the same time, it provides vision and a way for you
to work with everyone in the world as well. At this point, I would
like to describe how that works.
You should start with 3A, working with specific fixation, starting with something
very close to home. It could be your own anger, for example, that you
might be feeling at that moment; or it could be the fixation of someone else
whom you love very much, someone with whom you can connect very easily without
Suppose that you are involved in a horrific relationship. Every time
you think of a particular person you get furious. That is very useful
for tonglen! Or perhaps you feel completely left out. Your life
is making you feel more wretched every day, and you feel completely poverty
stricken. It was all you could do to get out of bed and come to hear
this talk. You’re so depressed that you want to stay in bed for the
rest of your life. You have actually considered hiding under your bed.
That is very useful for tonglen practice. It should be real, just like
Let’s use another example. You may be formally doing tonglen or just
sitting somewhere having coffee. And. . . “Here he comes”. . . “Here
he comes.” You want to hit him, grasp him or wish that he weren’t there
at all, just forget about him altogether and not pay any attention to him.
Let’s use anger as a specific example. The object is, “Here he comes,”
and here comes the poison, fury. Then you breathe that in. The
idea is to develop sympathy for your own confusion. And the technique
is that you do not blame him; you also do not blame yourself. Instead,
there is just liberated fury. It is hot, black and heavy. And
you experience it as fully as you can.
You breathe the anger in, you remove the object, you stop thinking about
him. In fact, he is just a useful catalyst. You could be grateful
to everyone. You could drive all blames into yourself, breathing them
in. This doesn’t mean to say that you blame yourself, but you own it
completely. It takes a lot of bravery, and it’s extremely insulting
to ego. In fact, it completely destroys the whole mechanism of ego.
So you breathe in.
Then you breathe out sympathy, relaxation and spaciousness. Instead
of just a small, dark situation, you allow a lot of space for that feeling
to exist in. Don’t slow down the process by trying to think what the
proper antidote would be. Just allow space. When you breathe out, it
is like ventilating the whole thing, airing it out. Breathing out is
like opening up your arms and just letting go, altogether. Fresh air.
Then you breathe the rage in again: rage . . . the black, heavy hotness of
it. And then you breathe out, ventilating the whole thing allowing
a lot of space.
What you are actually doing is cultivating kindness towards yourself.
It is very simple in that way. You don’t think about it, you don’t philosophize,
you simply breathe in very real emotion. You own it completely and
then ventilate it allowing a lot of space when you breathe out. This,
in itself, is an amazing practice even if it didn’t go any further because,
at this level, you are still working on yourself. But the real beauty
of the practice is that you then extend that out which is stage 3B.
Without any pretending, you can acknowledge, you can actually know, that
about two billion other sentient beings are feeling that exact same rage
in that second of time. They are experiencing it exactly the way you
are experiencing it. They may have a different object, but the object
isn’t the point. The point is the rage itself. So you breathe
it in from all of them, so they no longer have to have it. It doesn’t
exactly make your own rage any greater; it is just rage, just fixation on
rage, which causes so much suffering.
Sometimes, at that moment, you get a glimpse of why there is murder and rape,
why there is war, why people burn down buildings, why there is so much misery
in the world. It all comes from feeling that rage and throwing it out
instead of taking it in and airing it. It all turns into hatred and
misery which pollutes the world and, obviously, perpetuates suffering in
a drastic way. So, because you feel rage, therefore you have the kindling,
the connection, for understanding the rage of all sentient beings.
So first you work with your own emotion, and then you extend that and breathe
it all in.
At that point, sort of simultaneously, it is no longer your own particular
burden; it is just the rage of sentient beings which includes you.
You breathe that in, and you breathe out a sense of ventilation, so that
all sentient beings could experience that. This goes for anything that
bothers you. The more it bothers you, the more awake you’re going to
be when you do tonglen.
These things that really haunt us and drive us nuts, actually, have enormous
energy in them. That is why we fear them. It could even be your
own timidity. If you are very, very timid and afraid to speak, afraid
to walk up and say “hello” to someone, afraid to look someone in the eye,
there is enormous maintenance and energy in that. It is the way you
keep yourself together. So you have the chance to own that completely,
not blaming anybody, and to ventilate it with the outbreath. Then you
might better understand why some person over there looks so grim. It
isn’t because they hate you, but they also feel the same kind of timidity
and don’t want to look anyone in the face. So your own pain is like
kindling or a stepping stone.
By practicing in this way, you definitely develop your sympathy for other
people and you begin to understand them a lot better. As you do this
practice and your heart develops more and more, even if someone comes up
and insults you, you could genuinely and without a second thought understand
the whole situation. You could feel that sort of pain – like the hair
on the eyeball, instead of the hair on the hand – because you understand
so well where everybody’s coming from. You also realize that you can
help by simply breathing in
the pain of others and breathing out
that ventilation. So the second way of doing tonglen is to work with
other people. That is actually the point of the practice altogether:
working with others and developing your sense of caring for others.
Almost everybody can begin to do tonglen by thinking of someone they love
very dearly. For instance, you could think of someone who was kind
to you when you were a child, or you could think of your own child.
It is sometimes easier to do this for your children than for your husband
or wife or mother or father. Sometimes, even though you love someone,
it can get complicated. But there are some people in your life whom
you love very straightforwardly without complication. They tend to
be old people or people who are very ill or little children or people who
have been extremely kind to you.
Last year, the Dorje Dradul told me that when he was young he always began
his tonglen in the same way. He would think about a puppy he had seen
when he was eight years old. This puppy was stoned to death by people
who were laughing and jeering as they killed it. It was whimpering
and dying. And when he did his practice, it was so straightforward.
All he had to do was to think of that dog, and his heart would start to be
activated instantly. There was nothing complicated about it. He would
have done anything to breathe in the suffering of that animal and to breathe
out relief. So the idea is to start with something like that, something
that activates your heart. That is why, traditionally, it is said to
start with your mother.
Gradually, having started the practice this way, you could extend it out
to people who are somewhat “neutral.” These may be people whom you
also love; but, when you think of their faces, rage or some other kind of
confusion occurs. At that point, you are actually doing tonglen for
them and for yourself and for the space in between you if you know what I
mean. And then, gradually, the practice moves out to include people
whom you actually hate, people you consider to be your enemies or to have
actually harmed you. This expansion actually evolves by doing the practice.
You cannot fake these things. Therefore, you start with the things
that are close to your heart.
And so you think of a puppy, for instance, being stoned and dying in pain,
and you breathe that in. Then it is no longer just a puppy. It
is your connection with the realization that there are puppies and people
suffering unjustly like that all over the world. So you immediately
extend the practice out and breathe in the suffering of all the people who
are suffering like that animal.
That is why it is useful to think of tonglen practice in three stages: 1)
step one is spaciousness, 2) step two is working with the texture establishing
the synchroniza-tion of the in and outbreath, 3) step 3A is particular suffering
and 3) 3B extends out to everyone.
The main thing is to really get in touch with fixation and the power of emotional
activity in yourself. This makes other people’s similar situations
completely accessible and real to you. Then, when it becomes very real
and vivid, always remember to extend it out. Let your own experience
be a stepping stone for working with the whole world.
* Adapted for Shambhala Training from a talk given
to students at the 1983 Vajradhatu Seminary by Ane Pema Chodron. Copyright
1983, Vajradhatu Publications. All rights reserved. [cf also www.shambhala.org/teachers/pema